Our word for the week: LIGHT (You can download it in a PDF or download in MSWord). Please print it and post it everywhere as you allow His word to light your path this week.
His WORD for us this week: “I am the light of the world. If you follow Me, you won’t have to walk in darkness, because you will have the light that leads to life.” John 8:12, NLT
Today’s Assignment: Start or continue reading chapter 5. This is a shorter chapter but oh so important!! Be sure to highlight or underline anything that resonates in your heart and journal what you sense God is showing you.
Connecting: What are one or two things you’ve read so far in Chapter 5 that you sense God’s bringing to “light” for you? Are there verses or sentences you’ve underlined or highlighted? Click “share your thoughts” just below this post and do just that.
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Thanks so much ladies for sharing. I think I gleaned something from every person. As I read chapter 5 I realized I need to turn. I have been thinking negative thoughts about myself wondering how I could have allowed my husband to deceive me. Everytime I think of a lie I believed about me coming from his mouth/the enemy I turn. It is difficult because at times I can still hear his voice. I am turning to hear our heavenly Father’s voice.
…”we cast a shadow of doubt in our minds by blocking [refusing to receive] the light of God’s truth in our hearts.”
We grow so accustomed to believing what the enemy says about us that we allow our hearts to grow cold and hard to the Word…the Truth…the Light of Christ in our lives.
Right before I started this study this verse came to me…”today if you hear His voice, do not harden your hearts as you did in the rebellion, during the time of testing in the desert…”
Through this study, and especially in reading Ch 5, I can see where my disappointments with God have caused my heart to get hard. I can see where my “wilderness wandering” the last 8 years started and why. (I am in that wilderness even while walking with God.) If this is my “testing in the desert” I am grateful that these tests last a lifetime and I haven’t failed it!! It is time for me to TURN!! It is time to go to the well, where Jesus is waiting for me!! ♥
After Ch 4, I am grateful for the simplicity in Ch 5…I feel encouraged again!!
I loved the “turning” part of this chapter! I have always been, almost naturally, bent toward responding negatively. I am discovering that it has been something I have hid behind, to get a laugh or some response…trying to connect or receive acceptance from others b/c I didn’t feel as though I had anything else to offer. It is very easy to get sucked into negative thinking and excuse it for humor. God is revealing this through every chapter….He is peeling back one layer at a time of the lies and deceit I have allowed myself to get caught up in thoughout my life.
I am turning away from negative responses and God is showing me that I have so much more to offer in a conversation than tearing someone else down for a good laugh. I am re-reading chapter 5 this week to let it all soak in that much more and to listen to God speak to me deeply filling those empty spaces with His love and compassion.
You are so right Sherri when you said that it is easy to get caught up in the negative thinking and putdowns as a form of humour. For years I was the queen of putdowns of myself to make people laugh and accept me. When asked why I did this, I responded that it was better for me to do it first then to have someone else say negative things to me. I lacked confidence in my life and have been dealing with it ever since, especially with abandonment and a divorce. Much of where we are today is from the lies we have heard and have believed. I now know that God is working in and through me to bring His truths to light, and He is working in all the women who are seeking to step out of the shadows. Praise be to you God!
Thank you Renee for doing this study. Didn’t realize I was so trapped in doubt. As I’ve been reading chapter 5 the two things that stuck out the most is like Gideon ive let the perception of myself be past on my past. God pointed out to me that I’m no longer the person of my past I am new in Him. And u have put so much attention on myself and fitting in that I have lost focus on what God has for me. It’s such a blessing to know His grace covers all. Thanks again. Amy
Renee “wow” this chapter speaks to me as i am like Gideon. Lord i am so happy that i am part of this study group. I am turning away from myself.
Wow i read the chapter twice and God is talking to me.
Renee-
I pray you feel better soon- I caught a cold that lasted 3 weeks and turned into Upper Respiratory Infection- I also lost my voice for 2 weeks… It was cetainly was a SUPER BUG… I was put on antibiotics 3 times a day for 10 days…
Lord- please heal this wonderful woman of God an almighty humble servant-you are the great Healer please heal Renee and comfort her from the top of her head to the toes on her feet. We Love & Worship you Lord- In Jesus’ precious name I pray. Amen
Aloha from Hawaii xoxoxoxox
Renee-
I hope you feel better soon as well. I’m not feeling well either with the cough/congested chest that is going around. I hate getting sick in the late spring/early summer because it seems it drags on forever!
Praying for you sweet sister!
Pg 94 says: “When doubt overshadows my thoughts, help me shift my focus back to You.”
That’s it for me!
I found several very important points Renee has mentioned in Chapter 5 that I can truly relate to, and I’m sure many of us women understand it deeply too:
pg. 86
“We find ourselves in the shadow of doubt many times because our thoughts are mostly about ourselves: how we’re performing and what others are thinking about us.
(this is so super true for me- and I don’t mean to do this, but subconciously I do this all the time-I need to focus on HIM and not me)
pg. 87
“If I wanted to walk ourt of the shadow of my doubts, I knew I would have to take my eyes off myself and turn them toward the light.
(Again – this hit me- stop focusing on the things around me and look toward GOD)
pg 88-89
Often God will call you beyond your limitations to do something that requires FAITH. It’s not so much about what HE wants you to do as what HE WANTS TO DO IN YOU, as you DEPEND ON HIM.
(another lesson learned- LET GO LET GOD)
pg91
I am so like Gideon!!! I too fall into the comparison trap, comparing my abilities to others. I’m filled with so much self doubt… In the face of comparison, conflict and criticism- I too take my eyes off God’s strength and focus om my weaknesses, just like Gideon.
pg93 THE BEST PART OF THIS CHAPTER (at least for me)
TURNING:
Turning away from self
Turning toward GOD
Turning away from doubt
Turning toward truth
Turning away from darkness
Turning toward light
So as we turn toward HIS LIGHT we can concentrate on living, loving and leading others toward HIS LIGHT.
Father- Thank you for shining your light upon me, Thank you for never giving up on me, Thank you for loving me… May I be confident and take courage to shine my light to those who live in darkness. I pray for all my online sisters to be blessed to feel your loving embrace. In your precious son’s name Jesus Christ I pray. Amen.
Aloha from Hawaii xxoxoxox
Loved this chapter. The beginning of this year was pretty rough for me. Stuck In a rut of worry and doubt which lead to anxiety and negativity. Reading this book (twice now) has really aided me to change my thinking and perspective so much. TURN… When those negative thoughts or memories creep up TURN to him. Lean not unto your understanding… Love this book and especially this chapter
It is amazing to me how I can relate and identify to almost everything that everyone shares in this wonderful community!
So far this book has been simple and powerful, not necessarily easy to swallow at times. Since the beginning of the study I’ve been dealing with insomnia. Coincidence? I think not!!
However, it has allowed me time to think deeper while working through this powerful book. Of the many things I’ve highlighted so far in Chapter 5, identifying with the ‘hurt little girl’, was an eye opener! Reading how ‘powerful yet immature emotions from my past rise to the surface’ is unfortunately what still happens to me on a daily basis!! Crazy for a forty something year old!!!
The section ‘Turning toward the truth’ will probably continue to reveal it’s power to me as I reread and study that this week. The number of doubts that have lured me include all that are listed in this section and many more. I have too often felt not good enough, not educated enough, too ugly, too fat, insane…. the list is quite endless. As Renee states, this has stopped me from living in the security of God’s promises!
For decades now, I have allowed my thinking (doubts) lead me to feel exactly like Renee states; defeated, discouraged, and paralized by uncertaintly. These feelings are strong in my marriage at this time, and I am too quick to blame my husband for my pain. Turning toward God, truth and light is exactly what I must learn to do. I have heard that our circumstances (or condition) will not determine our destiny! To God be the Glory.
His grace is enough for me!!! ( and all of you!!!)
Thank you AGAIN Renee for this study for women like me:)
Karen
What kinda jumped out for me was “we weren’t not destined to block the light or be the light”. I’ve learned that this is so true-it’s not about me rather it’s all about him. I have to remind my self to live in a way that draws people to THE LIGHT and that I’m just a vessel so others can see him thru me and know how good he is just by watching me.
And-“it’s just that when we focus our attention on ourselves, we turn our attention away from God” Again, i can get critical of others because I’ve not made it all about him but rather myself.
That is what spoke to me. I know in many cases this year the people who have encourage me with awesome spirit is Jesus speaking through them since they listen to Him and follows Him. It is so inspiring to realize Jesus speaking through people and we are never alone for God will never part. His love is always in our heart.
I also like the comment when we change our thinking as it was mentioned (Romans 8:6) the mind set on the flesh is devil, but the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace. How true. I know when I put God first in my life I have this calm feeling. It makes you feel free. I still have my days like we all do but we have to look at the sky because that is where the light is even in the dark of night. Sunlight is in the morning, stars out at night, the moon that shines bright. during storms there is lightening. Actually, when you think it is an awesome beauty that God created.
IOh, I love everyone’s comments! we encourage each other! I want to turn away from negative thinking and turn to God. There are negative people in my life, and when I’m around these negative people, I become like them. I do what I don’t want to do. God seems so far away when I’m around these negative people! He wants me to trust him. I’m going to keep praying for his help to trust him, and I want to turn to him and away from negative thoughts. Just knowing that the negative people are trying to make me miserable like them makes me angry inside, then, i just become like them! I’m just going to pray for help! This study is helping me so much! and reading all the comments and we all encourage each other! Thank you Renee! God found me a great study!
The part of chapter 5 that spoke to me the most is on p. 87: “When we focus attention on ourselves, we turn our attention away from God. We leave no room in our thoughts to listen to what He is thinking about us, because we have GIVEN THAT PLACE AWAY to be occupied by other people’s opinions.” And on page 86, “Think about it for just a minute. As you went through your day today, how many times did you wonder if you were measuring up to someone’s expectations?” I’ve been insecure since childhood. Because of my father’s job, I moved 7 times before I turned 14 years old. It seemed that I was always the new kid trying to fit in, trying to get people to like me. And I’m doing the same thing as an adult. I am a chronic worrier, not necessarily about big things, but just the everyday struggle to feel like I belong. I’ve managed to cover up my insecurity in most situations, but keeping my insecurities under wrap is stressful and exhausting. I’ve suffered from migraine headaches for over 40 years and I know it’s because my thoughts are such a jumble most of the time. I like the phrase that says “we have GIVEN THAT PLACE AWAY.” In other words, I have a CHOICE to either leave room in my thoughts for God, which leads to truth and clarity, or I can allow my thoughts to be overcome by insecurity and fear of what everyone thinks of me. This week, I am going to find some bible verses that I can use when I catch myself worrying about other people’s opinions.
Jennifer,
The part you mentioned spoke to me clearly.
This is my second time reading this book, but my first time for the online study. I know this is a smaller chapter, but is one of my favorites. My struggle with self confidence in the past has come from fear of failure, fear of diappointing and fear of not being good enough for other people. I’m learning to keep my eyes on Him because His love for me is unconditional and no matter what mistakes I make, my confidence is in His love for me and there is nothing I can do to make Him stop loving me.
So my my favorite section was Changing My Focus: “….when we focus our attention on ourselves, we turn our attention away from God. We leave no room in our thoughts to listen to what He is thinking about us, because we have given that place away to be occupied by other people’s opinions. We become overly concerned about what others think of us instead of what God things about us.”
My many years of striving to be perfect and pleasing to other people had left me feeling defeated, hopeless and like a failure. I was a workaholic, working 50-60 hours a week, and while I had a successful career I never could feel satisfied or complete as a person or as God’s child. “When we follow our natural inclination to preserve and promote ourselves or perform for others, we eventually end up in a place of darkness and doubt. It’s just too much pressure. Even if we achieve success or have a few good days, eventually it won’t be enough, because we can’t maintain it.”
After reading this book for the first time I have started on my journey to a confident heart through Christ, and yes it has been a journey (hence why I’m doing the study). This has meant my living a life dependent on God, rather than myself. So I had to highlight this section in God Is Not Limited by Our Limitations because it is oh so true! “God will call you beyond your limitations to do something that requires faith. It’s not so much about what He wants you to do as what He wants to do in you, as you depend on Him.”
And finally I know this has been a journey to a confident heart and will continue to be one, probably for the rest of my life, but there was something that Renee said that was SO important in Getting Past Our Past, “When doubt washes over me, often it is because something has happened to trigger my old emotions and create thoughts in my mind that are similar to those I had as a child.” There WILL be things that will trigger these insecurities–I’ve already started to realize this. “When I find myself standing in the shadow of doubt, I ask Him to show me what triggered my doubt and got me to start turning away from His truth. I ask Him to shine the light of His Word on my heart so I can see His reality versus the lies I am believing.”
Thanks Renee for writing this book and doing this online study. I am excited about doing this study with a ladies group at church in the near future.
This is my first online study too.
I agree with what you are saying about striving and look at striving as doing things without depending Him. so maybe when we strive we are in the shadow instead of turning to the Light….
Also, does anyone else see “turning” as the same repentence? When we repent, we turn from our sin.
marsha, that is really good insight! something to meditate on. thanks! <3
I have been looking at my shadow of things that were told to me from day one of my human life. My mother refused to take me because I didn’t look like my blonde, blued eyed, fair skinned brother and sister. I had dark hair, eyes that were so dark they looked black and dark skinned. She did take me, but always kept telling me that story, plus that I wasn’t as good as my brother, I wouldn’t amount to anything like he did. My sister had died shortly after her birth the year before I was born. That added the statement that I wouldn’t have been concieved if she had lived. I realize now as a grown woman that Mom was hurting. I can’t live in her prison of doubts and hurts that caused her to be so angry. Thankful that God my Heavenly Father doesn’t want me to live like that.
So TURN!! Turn away from negative thoughts.Turn to God is written in my book on page 93 in large letters. Turn towards Truth. Turn towards the light of God’s promises. Turn and be about living our (my) life in God’s truth.
Virgina,
You have turned a negative experience into a postive by opening your heart to God’s truth for you. God’s truth is what matters and you are so very special to him. He chose for you to be born just as you are with dark skin and dark eyes. God doesn’t make mistakes, no one is exactly like you, as noted in your post above, you have a caring heart and a true devotion to the Lord.
Virgina,
I can relate to your story about your mom. I was the baby of four children in a family where my father didn’t want any kids. I was always told by my mom that I was a mistake and later found out that my parents fought when they found out they were pregnant with me. I love your statement “turn away from negative thoughts”. I am working through a lot of past issues growing up and this book and all of you wonderful ladies give me the encouragement to know I can do this. Just the reminder that God loves me and can use any of my past hurts for good. Thank you Renee for this great study.
wow, turn. Still looking into the meaning of this. Very deep. I turn aside and I turn toward Him and I turn around to allow the Light to penetrate deep within me. I turn away from myself to find myself, Him, others, it’s all true. Thank you for being encouraging and supportive.
A few things that stood out to me in this chapter were:
-I know I have to take my eyes off myself and turn them toward the light. Were in a world were it’s all about me…. but in the spiritual world of God’s kindgom, it’s God taking our eyes off ourselves, and turning them to Him, and others.
-Our hearts will only find lasting confidence when we find our identity as children of God. I so want to know who I am in Christ. I want to see what he sees when he looks at me… who am I in Christ?
-Turning was really my favorite! God’s Word is what transforms us, and helps us to turn away from ourselves, doubt, and the darkness. I want God to turn me around and turn me to Him. Let his LIGHT take away the darkness inside. I’ve learned that one of our biggest enemies can be ourselves….
*Another thing that I’m learning through this study and book is the big word COMMITMENT! I’ve always been somebody who gave up when things are too hard. I would never apply myself to anything… especially when things wouldn’t going the way I wanted them to. I really want to commit to God, and this study, and his work… so I’ll be able to commit to others, and possibly marriage one day. I don’t want to ever give up on God, he’s never gave up on me!
Love this chapter!
This is the first on-line bible study I have done. The book has been very enlightening and given me alot of insight. I have been afraid of sharing my thoughts by way of email for different reasons. So this week was difficult because I have not been interacting with other people doing the bible study and I had to look at some things that I am aware of but painful. I thank all the people who have been putting posts they have been a source of encouragement for me. I have read the 5th chapter and it has been great. I thank God for all of you. Deborah Dean.
Hi Renee:
What struck me the most, and the word I underlined is the word “turning.” When negativity strikes we have to TURN toward God, and His promises. It is “turning” that leads to transforming, as we allow our hearts to be made new, and transforming leads to believing as God’s thoughts become our truth.” I love that and now understand the process. The first step is to turn.
Another idea that I really liked was when you said we find “find lasting confidence” only when we identify ourselves as children of God. I think it is very liberating to know that we can be children of a holy God and so can lead holy lives.
I am learning and growing a lot through this study.
Thanks a ton,
Anna
Dear Anna
Wishing God’s love will fill your lonely spaces. Your hurt jumps out in your post. I can only imagine how heart breaking your situation is. You are a daughter of the King and are worth more than your husband knows. Praying that Jesus will fill your heart with His love.
I am currently facing the doubts of of my marriage. My husband is emotionally seperated from me and is choosing to NOT discuss anything that is affecting him with me. He is also closing himself off from allowing me to discuss things that are affecting me. He has reduced our conversations to the logistics of who needs to be where when, weather & sports. He is choosing to discuss these issues with others (specifically another woman). In turn, this has left me with no one to discuss my recovery from disordered eating with. I feel very alone. The woman he has been talking to lives out of state and they have not seen each other in 20+ years, and now all of a sudden he has taken it upon himself to track her down & call & text her – A LOT. He briefly mentioned to me that he had called her & she had told him that she had recently recovered from an eating disorder. I am very hurt that he discussed her disorder with her (and perhaps whatever is bothering him) but he won’t discuss these things with me. It makes me feel even more alone. It makes me feel like I’m not important enough or special enough to talk to. The loneliness is choking me. I really need someone to talk to. But, I sense God wants to conquer this loneliness with me and give me the strength to rely on Him. I will have to constantly remind myself that God loves me. I’m important to Him – I’m beautiful to Him – I’m of great value to Him.
Oh, Anna, I am so sorry for your pain. My sister-in-law gave me a wonderful book that I am reading alongside with A Confident Heart. It is called Boundaries, by Henry Cloud and John Townsend. They may have a version that is specifically for marriages. This book has really helped me to see how to function in relationships in a healthy way. Maybe it could ease some doubt and give you some practical advice? It is from a Christian perspective. Please know that, despite feeling lonely, you are NOT alone! God loves you,and He wants you to rely on Him, but He also wants you to be in relationship with others who can support you. Is there a good friend, church group, or counselor who can help hold you up? I will pray for God to bring someone into your life to help. And, some words I cling to are from MercyMe’s song “Beautiful”: Before you ever took a breath, long before the world began, of all the wonders He possessed, there was one more precious. Of all the earth and skies above, you’re the one He madly loves enough to die!”
Anna, I’m kinda going to rock the boat here. You and your husband are in serious need of marriage counseling. If he won’t go with you then you go alone. His behavior is not acceptable and if you don’t set the boundary now, it will get worse. I have found that many people believe that as long as there is no sexual relations involved in a relationship that it isn’t really cheating. It is. When a spouse takes his/her problems to a member of the opposite sex that is not a professional counselor, it is opening the door. Close it and close it now.
This book helped me tremendously. It’s out of print now but it can be found in public libraries or through an online sale. “The Prodigal Spouse How to Survive Infidelity” by Dr. Les Carter. I read it once and found all of my husband’s faults and promptly set about telling God how to fix him. I read it a second time and found myself there and God promptly set about changing me. (grumble & moan) That’s how God works it.
I say this with confidence because I have lived it. My husband chose not to save his marriage to me but God gave me my greatest blessing in spite of it, because I chose to remain faithful to God’s faithfulness to make it right.
The blessing: I can say with a confident heart that I am absolutely truly joyous and happy with who God has helped me to become. I no longer need the affirmation of others to value myself. It has taken me 12 long years to get there, the lonliness was overwhelming at times. I surrounded myself with the my child, my grandchildren, my hobbies, the groups I joined to enable my hobbies, the women’s group at church, the women I met through those groups. I learned that I am talented, smart and funny. The women in these groups help to affirm that to me. I no longer obssess about my weight, my hair, my skin. Negative people are every where you go, surround yourself with those who will lift you up. 100 women against 1 cheating man was a hands down winner for me. You go, girlfriend. I’m praying for you. As Chris Tomlin sings “I lift my hands to believe again. ….. let faith arise.” And every single day I pray my life verses over my new life. Isiah 41:10-13. We all understand about fear but it was those middle verses that made me realize God was for me… He upheld me because I chose to seek after righteousness, he made my enemies as nothing at all.
Keep repeating God’s truths to yourself. Nothing else really matters. YOU are a child of the KING! You are who HE says you are. You are beautiful. You are cherished. You are an overcomer. You are strong. You are peaceful. You are comforted. THESE, beautiful friend, are God’s truths. He loves you – He adores you! I have these truths taped all the way around my mirror in the bathroom. I read them while I wash my hands or dry my hair. Put HIS words in and that is what comes out. You’ll be in my prayers. Remember Jeremiah 29:11, too – …plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you a hope and a future!
AAAAAAAAMEN…Vanessa Wynn…in Jesus name!
I agree with the counseling comment. I’m so sorry to say this, but your husband is having an affair. Whether or not they are seeing each other physically, it’s an emotional affair and that leads to worse. The way he is shutting you out is classic of someone having an affair. Does he travel for business? If he does, then there is a chance he is seeing her in person when he travels.
Please do get some counseling and figure out how you are going to confront him and set a boundary. What he is doing is wrong. You need to pray, but God also wants us to take action in our lives. If we pray for a job, we can’t sit around waiting for someone to knock on our door and offer it. We apply for jobs and get out there to look for it. If we pray for our marriage, the same thing applies, we must take action, get counseling, talk with our spouse and do things to make it better. I’m so sorry you are facing this. Get counseling help so you aren’t facing this alone.
Anna, your story breaks my heart. I am praying for you as we speak. Lord Jesus, please be with your daughter. Help her know that she is so dearly loved by you. You care for her in a way that no one else can. Jesus, please heal Anna’s marriage. You are a God of redemption and a God of miracles. You won’t stop at anything less. Jesus help Anna to feel you close.
Anna, I agree with the marriage counseling comment. What your husband is engaging in is not healthy and is extremely dishonoring to you. He needs to be held accountable for his actions. Be strong and courageous friend and seek out help. God will be with you throughout this journey!
A verse that has helped me so much is Psalm 45:11
For your royal husband delights in your beauty; honor him, for he is your lord.
Jesus is your husband first and foremost and will never leave you.
Praying for you!
Anna, first let me say that I am deeply sorry that you are having to go through this, but I do know that God will never give us more than we can handle. Reading your comment, I really felt that I could identify with your pain on so many levels. Up until this past January, I had been living a life of pain, loneliness, doubt, fear and anger. My husband was letting alcohol and drugs (both prescription and street) run his life and destroy our home. He had also told me that he no longer was in love with me and that he was thinking of having an affair, that he was fantasizing constantly about other women. My family was falling apart… my son began having problems in school and my daughter was cutting herself to try to escape her pain. On January 8th of this year, everything just hit me and I realized that I had been trying to “fix” things on my own for far to long. I thought if I was a better wife, a better mother or more successful, I could change things… change my husband… maybe make him love me again. I realized that I was in desperate need of God’s help and I cried out to him and asked him to relieve me…to give me a way out. Up to that point, I was so afraid of asking my husband to leave. I thought I would be dishonoring God and I was also afraid to be alone. I didn’t know how I would make it financially… it was horrifying. But God had his plan and knew what was ahead and so that day in my deepest sorrow, I put my trust in Him and boy did He deliver. Long story short, the next day, I asked my husband to leave and told him that he could come back home if and when he could make the right choices and be the father and husband God wanted him to be. After a little over a week, he began a recovery program and we started counseling. He also started going to church with me and has since accepted Christ into his life. In two weeks, our entire family will be getting baptized and my husband has expressed interest in joining our church. During the time my husband was gone, a dear friend paid my rent, my niece bought our groceries, friends bought me dinner at work… it goes on and on. Let me tell you , this is NOT a fairytale. This is God’s mighty handiwork. It hasn’t been an easy road but then neither is the road to heaven. He will give you the strength to get through it. I hope that my story will give you hope, my friend. You will be in my prayers.
julie, thank you-thank you for sharing with us what God has been graciously doing in your life…and in your family. it is good to praise the Lord…and you have given us yet ANOTHER reason to do so. He is SO good! <3
YES he is!!!!!
I am so very sorry to hear this! I can understand why you are feeling the way that you are. I will be praying for you. If you need a friend to talk too feel free to e-mail me at [email protected]. If there is anyhting I can do, please let me know. Until then I will pray that God will speak to you and help you through this!
Anna, there is some really wise counsel being shared here from others. I wholeheartedly agree with all of them. Boundaries need to be set and action needs to be taken. I’m so thankful you are sharing here, taking par of this study and God is rallying sisters in Christ to speak truth to your heart. I believe He’s answering your prayers for wisdom. You are not alone!! Im praying for you to walk in the truth and for you to be surrounded by the Body of Christ there where you live, too.
anna, i am echoing the prayers and godly support and advice offered to you by our dear sisters. may God bless you and keep you (and each of your family) and continue to provide your daily bread. i look forward to hearing the praiseworthy report of God’s deliverance and provision! <3