This morning I woke up early and had some quiet time to read and pray before the boys get up, the house gets noisy and life starts around me. I was just sitting here on my sofa praying a simple prayer – Lord speak to my heart through Your Spirit in me leading me to what You want me to focus on today- not just while I read my Bible but all throughout my day.
A close friend is struggling through a very hard time with her teenage daughter. I have been that daughter. I have broken my mom’s heart and her trust. Although our stories aren’t exactly the same, her story has brought me back to mine. Today I sense Jesus wants me to think back, to remember where I was when I was searching – before I knew Him. To completely rewind my thoughts and my memories 19 years back. To remember that aching, lonely, empty feeling of being lost and to think through the details of how He rescued my heart.
He used this powerful video clip Micca had on her blog last week. It draws me back. It leaves me speechless and so aware of where I was and who I’d be without Christ’s rescuing, redeeming love and His transforming power in my life.
Please take 8 minutes to watch it and ponder the amazing grace of our rescuing God who called us out of darkness in to His Light so we can tell the world about the Love that found us! But also so we can remind ourselves again and again of the hope we’ve found in Him. This is not a drama. There are real-life story clips.
My cardboard would read: Lost, empty, confused, suicidal young woman with no hope or direction.
My other side would read: Found by God, and filled with His endless hope, unfailing love and unconditional acceptance.
After you watch the clip, I’d love to know – what would be your cardboard testimony?
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My cardboard would have to be very big and wide. It would probably read
:Porn and romance novel addict, party-goer and drinker, low self-esteem, liar and thief:
CHANGED TO :
"God's treasure,full of potential and saved by His mighty and matchless grace"
Renee I want to thank you for this post, it helped reaffirm my believe in the power of God to heal and transform.
My cardboard would have to be very big and wide. It would probably read
:Porn and romance novel addict, party-goer and drinker, low self-esteem, liar and thief:
CHANGED TO :
"God's treasure,full of potential and saved by His mighty and matchless grace"
Renee I want to thank you for this post, it helped reaffirm my believe in the power of God to heal and transform.
Hey friends, I am going to do a follow up today for the “praying friends” postlast Friday. Please get ready to post on my next post what has happened since you left your prayer request and started being prayed for. I can’t wait to hear the updates and more prayer needs. We are at almost 370 comments/requests/prayers last week!
I would’ve done it sooner but I’ve had two whirlwind days! And I am heading out the door to an indoor bounce center with my kids, a friend’s two little ones and a friend of Andrew’s. Praying they have Wi-Fi!
Be back soon so you can let us know how our prayers are being answered!
Renee
I’m going to post it as well…and share it with my family.
I like the comment about needing more cardboard!
Here is my testimony…and it’s always changing thanks to God’s continual work in my life:
Scared Mom Facing Autism Giant
God’s Warrior Called to Share God’s Hope for Autism
cardboard front would read: broken, lost, thief, liar and unworthy
back: Made in the image of the ONE that makes no mistakes, that loves me beyond words. I tear up every thing I think he knew my name, knows the hair in my head and loves me beyond words, for that I try each and every day to be the best I can be.
Hey, Renee, I know you are probably miles ahead of me…. If you see this comment, can you tell us if you are planning to do a “follow up” for the “praying for one another” post (sorry, I forgot the exact post title). I would love to hear how the ladies I was praying for are doing. And, if you don’t mind, I will kick it off in the form of a sneak preview.
I’m doing FANTAS—- Oh, OK, I’ll wait until you give the go-ahead!
Love, Helen
P.S. the coffee card arrived. It will make such a nice date for us. (He’s on his way home after traveling since Sunday night. Ooooh, I miss him!) Thank you so much for the extra gesture of remembering my his “name.”
A friend sent this to me back in June. I was very moved by it too. Posted on it too. http://csocoteanu.blogspot.com/search?q=cardboard
This is what I wrote:
Angry full of rage. Selfish. Self-centered. Destroyer of relationships.
Forgiven living in His Grace–experiencing healthy relationships.
This is such a powerful video! We are thinking about doing a version of this at our Tea and Testimony meeting for our MOPS group this year.
My cardboard testimony would read:
Abuse by step-granddad and daughter of an alcoholic led to a life of insecurity, people pleasing and sexual sin to …. A woman who is secure, free, a new creation and pure bride of Christ!
Praise You Jesus!
I could not stop the tears. How awesome is our God! Thank you, Lord, for all their stories.
Mine would be:
Front: I looked for my self-worth through the eyes of the world.
Back: Now I find it in Him.
Although…I think I have that reversed. My back is now my front. Thank you, Jesus!
The front: “Afraid of being unlovable forever”
The back: “Knowing I’m loved eternally by Love Himself”
This is such a great video. I posted it on my blog about a month ago and I cry everytime I watch it.
Abandoned, Rejected, No One to Count On … —>
Absolute Trust in a God Who Never Ever Forsake Me…
Girls, your testimonies take my breath away. WOW – it’s so powerful to read about where you were and where you are now. Is there anything more amazing than the love and power God offers through Jesus and the Holy Spirit to take us just as we are and transform us into the beautiful women He knows we were created to be.
I am praying for you sweet “anonymous” two. Thank you for your transparency. I prayed (when I posted this) for those may not know what the second side would say yet. Just know that God is writing that story, He is turning that cardboard over and He is willing and able to “make all things new” – He loves you just as you are and He wants to take all of those hurting and broken pieces and make them into something beautiful – and whole.
We are praying for you and we love you!
~ Renee
Mine would read…
Fear based Contract life
Love based Covenant life
Hi, Renee:
Mine would be:
Before:
“Broken and Self-Righteous”
After:
“Whole and Made Righteous”
To the second anonymous poster. . .
. . .Keep reaching for HIM! He loves You! He wants to fill you with His peace and grace. No matter what the front of your cardboard would say, NOTHING is too big for Him and you are His wholely loved child. Just lay it all at His feet. He is excited, and standing open armed ready for you to fall into His embrace. When you give it all up you will know exactly what the second side of your cardboard should say. I’m praying for you! God Bless!
As for my cardboard. . .
. . . it would read ~
Self absorbed slave to patterns of poor choices and poor behavior
God focused ~ Grace delivered ~ Laying it ALL on the line for HIM!
Wow, would someone pass the tissues please? Mine would read
Abused, Used Up, Insignificant…
I MATTER TO GOD!
Wow!!! Mine would read
“Immoral, hypocritical, selfish, malicious….. list goes on!!” The back of it would be “Forgiven, cleansed by His blood, New in Christ!” I could not stop crying when I saw this clip!! Amazing how great our God is!!
Rene,
I loved this video, what a powerful message without even a word spoken. Thank you my friend once again for pushing me forward. So here is my Cardboard Testimony.
Used, abused and addicted………
Forgiven, set free and spiritually raised from the dead………….
Renee, I cried ALL THE WAY through .. BUT GOD! BUT GOD! I hope it is ok that I borrow this for my blog AND I plan to share w/ my pastor as well. THANK YOU
Jai’s Cardboard: Looking for love and fulfillment in all the wrong places/Loved completely by the savior and filled w/ the Holy Spirit!
I’ve seen this on several blogs and it is so powerful.
My testimony would read: Hated myself and wanted to die…full of life and God’s unconditional love.